I have been trying to grab so hard for things that aren't there.
I'm going to bed early, doing a load of washing, eating healthy fruit muffins and salad, not complaining at the capsicum and onion in the lasagne (liking it even...), and vowing to drink less soft drink (let's see how that goes...).
I'm going to stop pretending I need certain satisfactions in order to be happy. Because even when I think I'm playing but keeping myself safe, I'm not. But from now on it will be different. Not planning any changes, just improving towards... a better me.
